Oh what a season of life! I am def. over it and ready for my new chapter to hit! I try really hard to stay positive on this site, but I guess in hindsite, it's really here for you to see what's really going on in my rosie world huh? I've been trying to darndest to keep everything together, stay positive, stay sane, not worry about tomorrow and ultimately trust that God will provide what's needed when it's needed. So far, I have to admit he's been faithful to me. We've had little unexpected breaks come up which help so much! Hubby has been working so hard and has been so stressed as well, I need to remember to really reward his hard work when better times come! He really deserves it! I'm just so grateful for his amazing heart! He continually steps up to the plate and shows what a man should be for his family! I'm so lucky to have him! I know I've been a bit moody and tempermental, dealing with the stress of a job loss, financial hardships, we are also having to move out of our home, etc. So, between job hunting, home hunting (which one is kind of affecting a decision on the other, which adds to the stress!), constant budgeting and reviewing and so forth, I've been under a lot of stress and panick lately. It's been a bit harder to deal with the days, but I'm soldering on. As stressed as I get, I always remember there is hope!
I do think I have lost weight, but mostly due to the stress. When I'm stressed out, I tend to get bad anxiety, which means loss of appitite due to feeling sick most of the time. So without meaning to, I tend to forget to eat. To be honest, it's probaby partly good because I was WAAAAY over eating before the stress, so it's put me in a bit of a reality check as I now see what I was eating to what I should be eating, but at the same time, I'm having a hard time hitting those calorie goals, which isn't healthy as well. Not eating is never the best answer. I just need to get past this phase of life.
I just ask that whatever your beliefs are, you send out prayers for a job and smooth move to a new home! I would be greatly appreciate it! I also pray for not only my situation, but many that I know are in the same position as myself. I pray that in these hard times they don't lose site of who they are and the hope that keeps them moving forward! Stay strong!
Remember to: Live, Laugh and Love!
Its funny that certain people always thought I would be just a pee on. Well, it's nice for once to see you sweating the bullets! You see, I hate being peed on, but I also know what goes around comes around and with a little bit of hard work and some good karma, all the sudden I don't seem so weak! I love how you think you can play the emotional cards on me such as "Leaving the love of family and close friends!"...What you don't realize is that I don't care...It's not that I don't care about the love of family and close friends mind you, because I do, it's that all my family and friends are completely supportive and excited for me about this, so trying to use them against me is pointless because I already have "their blessings". I've got the love and support from the people I CARE about! It's just that you think I'm impressionable and naive, but what it has come down to is that I say anything just to shut you up! You think your...
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