Oh what a season of life! I am def. over it and ready for my new chapter to hit! I try really hard to stay positive on this site, but I guess in hindsite, it's really here for you to see what's really going on in my rosie world huh? I've been trying to darndest to keep everything together, stay positive, stay sane, not worry about tomorrow and ultimately trust that God will provide what's needed when it's needed. So far, I have to admit he's been faithful to me. We've had little unexpected breaks come up which help so much! Hubby has been working so hard and has been so stressed as well, I need to remember to really reward his hard work when better times come! He really deserves it! I'm just so grateful for his amazing heart! He continually steps up to the plate and shows what a man should be for his family! I'm so lucky to have him! I know I've been a bit moody and tempermental, dealing with the stress of a job loss, financial hardships, we are also having to move out of our home, etc. So, between job hunting, home hunting (which one is kind of affecting a decision on the other, which adds to the stress!), constant budgeting and reviewing and so forth, I've been under a lot of stress and panick lately. It's been a bit harder to deal with the days, but I'm soldering on. As stressed as I get, I always remember there is hope!
I do think I have lost weight, but mostly due to the stress. When I'm stressed out, I tend to get bad anxiety, which means loss of appitite due to feeling sick most of the time. So without meaning to, I tend to forget to eat. To be honest, it's probaby partly good because I was WAAAAY over eating before the stress, so it's put me in a bit of a reality check as I now see what I was eating to what I should be eating, but at the same time, I'm having a hard time hitting those calorie goals, which isn't healthy as well. Not eating is never the best answer. I just need to get past this phase of life.
I just ask that whatever your beliefs are, you send out prayers for a job and smooth move to a new home! I would be greatly appreciate it! I also pray for not only my situation, but many that I know are in the same position as myself. I pray that in these hard times they don't lose site of who they are and the hope that keeps them moving forward! Stay strong!
Remember to: Live, Laugh and Love!
"Looking back at the road so far The journey's left it's share of scars. Mostly from leaving the narrow and straight. Looking back it is clear to me, that a man is more than the sum of his deeds, And how you make good of this mess I've made is a profound mystery. Looking back you know you had to bring me through all that I was so afraid of though I questioned the sky now I see why...Had to walk the rocks to see the mountain view looking back I see the lead of love Looking back I can finally see how failures bring humility(I'd rather have wisdom and pain) Brings me to my knees (Than be a comfortable old fool)Helps me see my need for thee..." - "The Lead of Love" from Caedmon's Call. I have really been working on putting the pieces of my life back together and I think that one of the things that have been missing in my life is my spiritual growth. It's something I've been thinking and missing for some time now and think that maybe ...
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