Oh what a season of life! I am def. over it and ready for my new chapter to hit! I try really hard to stay positive on this site, but I guess in hindsite, it's really here for you to see what's really going on in my rosie world huh? I've been trying to darndest to keep everything together, stay positive, stay sane, not worry about tomorrow and ultimately trust that God will provide what's needed when it's needed. So far, I have to admit he's been faithful to me. We've had little unexpected breaks come up which help so much! Hubby has been working so hard and has been so stressed as well, I need to remember to really reward his hard work when better times come! He really deserves it! I'm just so grateful for his amazing heart! He continually steps up to the plate and shows what a man should be for his family! I'm so lucky to have him! I know I've been a bit moody and tempermental, dealing with the stress of a job loss, financial hardships, we are also having to move out of our home, etc. So, between job hunting, home hunting (which one is kind of affecting a decision on the other, which adds to the stress!), constant budgeting and reviewing and so forth, I've been under a lot of stress and panick lately. It's been a bit harder to deal with the days, but I'm soldering on. As stressed as I get, I always remember there is hope!
I do think I have lost weight, but mostly due to the stress. When I'm stressed out, I tend to get bad anxiety, which means loss of appitite due to feeling sick most of the time. So without meaning to, I tend to forget to eat. To be honest, it's probaby partly good because I was WAAAAY over eating before the stress, so it's put me in a bit of a reality check as I now see what I was eating to what I should be eating, but at the same time, I'm having a hard time hitting those calorie goals, which isn't healthy as well. Not eating is never the best answer. I just need to get past this phase of life.
I just ask that whatever your beliefs are, you send out prayers for a job and smooth move to a new home! I would be greatly appreciate it! I also pray for not only my situation, but many that I know are in the same position as myself. I pray that in these hard times they don't lose site of who they are and the hope that keeps them moving forward! Stay strong!
Remember to: Live, Laugh and Love!
So, I haven't had anything going on which has been the reason for no new updating posts, but I have been contemplating things that I want to do before I leave the states and start my new adventure! (Plus, I want something to talk about!!) So one mini-venture I thought I would get started is maybe (and I KNOW this is cliche'!): Losing a few pounds! (I just heard a million sighs and groans! LOL!) I have gained a little in the last couple months because of my food intake and well, I NEED to fit into that wedding dress! So, I'm praying to lose at least 5 pounds in the next 2 months (if not quicker!) and 10-15 by the time we do our honeymoon! SO, wish me luck and I will keep you updated on the progress! (This officially starts tomorrow by the way!) The 2nd idea I had was to start some sort of video blog to post to this as well just for fun or to show surroundings, etc! I was working on the idea tonight, but couldn't figure out how to work my hp mediasmart programs! LOL!
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