Patience is something that I practice all the time, but in all honestly, I've never gotten good at. I find that after years of working on becoming more patient, I've just become a bit more frustrated and grumpy. Things sometimes don't move quick enough for me and sometimes that's ok, a lot of times, it makes me winge a little bit before I move forward.
This is a bit of how I am feeling today. I've applied for countless numbers of jobs and it never ceases to amaze me that I've only been called to interview for ONE job! Not that I'm underminding that one job I have had interviews for. I think among all the the jobs I have applied for, this one is the most interesting and diverse I have ever had the privilage of being considered for. I also think it would be a great job and person to work for! It would be for a wealthy business man and his PA. He used to own a massive business (and market really for his trade), has sold it and now spends a lot of time doing charity work for sick children, which is awesome! I would be helping his PA with managing his personal affairs as well as some charity and business. More of a glorified secretary really, but I think it could mean great things career-wise if I stick with it.
It's been 4 interviews now with this specific job, the last one being about a week ago, and now I'm in limbo just waiting to hear whether or not I got the position. This has been some hard waiting for me. I'm anxious, ambitious and ready to be back to something a bit more "normal" for whatever that means!
I've also been doing a some house hunting for our next rental home...Which is also in limbo as well as I would like to find a home close to where I would work if I got the above said job...But I don't know if I got it, so instead, I have a list of homes I would like to see, but can't look at yet! I've also called on a few that I would like to see closer to here, but again, no one seems to care to get back to me to arrange a veiwing. So, again, stuck in limbo.
Seems to be the mantra of my life right now!
Today though, I've decided that it's ok and I'm dealing with it by having a nice cup of tea while watching "Love Actually" in bed with this computer! Patience aside, I do have faith and hope that something will move forward soon. Till then, cheers from limbo land!
Live, Laugh, Love!
"Whenever I want you all I have to do is dream..." Funny the things dreams are made of. Interesting how the mind wanders, vents, releases, explores the inner depths of the mind and inner dwindling desires. For me, It seems to be 1 of 2 different outlets for me: first being Anger and pain, second being desire and longing. Both produce the same results: loneliness. Now don't go thinking that I'm all depressed and need an intervention (although maybe sometimes I do!), it's just that sometimes life knocks you hard in the butt and its difficult to keep up with the constant marathon race. Maybe my reaction isn't the best method of dealing, but I can't seem to help the constant exhaustion no matter how hard I try! I am just ready to hit that next chapter of my life you know? So, let me explain the anger dreams...I don't know why they are coming back, but it has to do with the skank that my ex cheated on me and left me for. I think a lot of the tension i...
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