Tonight was a night of studying, then relaxation and getting myself into some sort of "zen-like" mode.
Thought about relaxing in the bath with a nice glass of wine, but got caught up in the movie "A Little Bit of Heaven" and decided that the bath was out. Was finishing up studying and then it hit me: I LEFT MY PINOT IN THE FREEZER!!! ((Followed by BIG MASSIVE POUT!!!)) Ha!
Go Figure! The story of my life!
There has been a lot going on with work, life and pending up coming events I've been trying to prepare for. This coming Friday I have to take a "Life in UK" test, which is all good and dandy. It's a pretty easy and straight forward test BUT there's just so much pressure to pass it as it's important in order to move forward with my immigration process! (Plus, it cost's £50 every time you take the stupid thing!) So, I'm hoping that first time is a charm and the test (That I have been studying for weeks now for!) will be a breeze and I will be in and out smiling like a champ! (Wish me luck!) I'm so close to the halfway mark of this immigration process! If I can just hang in there a bit longer, jump through the hoops with no problems, the rest of this process should be a breeze and hopefully 2014 can bring the promise of a duel citizenship! Hang in there....Breathe...
It's just nerves. I don't know why I get this way! I was like this for my driving theory test and I passed that with flying colours and I think that test was waaaay harder than this one will be! But that's why I usually try to really get good relaxation and rest before the test...
Back to my Pinot! So sad about this prediciment as now it's getting too late to indulge...I may anyways, frozen slush and all! Perhaps I can find some sort of life metaphor that ties into this experience? Feel free to add any thoughts!
Here's to relaxation and frozen wine!
"Whenever I want you all I have to do is dream..." Funny the things dreams are made of. Interesting how the mind wanders, vents, releases, explores the inner depths of the mind and inner dwindling desires. For me, It seems to be 1 of 2 different outlets for me: first being Anger and pain, second being desire and longing. Both produce the same results: loneliness. Now don't go thinking that I'm all depressed and need an intervention (although maybe sometimes I do!), it's just that sometimes life knocks you hard in the butt and its difficult to keep up with the constant marathon race. Maybe my reaction isn't the best method of dealing, but I can't seem to help the constant exhaustion no matter how hard I try! I am just ready to hit that next chapter of my life you know? So, let me explain the anger dreams...I don't know why they are coming back, but it has to do with the skank that my ex cheated on me and left me for. I think a lot of the tension i...
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