I'm sitting here alone in this shell of an apartment that I have called "home" since the start of my England journey. It didn't hit me until tonight that I am going to be a little bit sad to leave! I loved my comfy leather chair and ottoman by the window where I could read, take naps, day dream and watch the world move at a recreational park space with laughing children, occasional barking dogs...Always laughter, which is something that is so up lifting to hear! It's small and cozy in here and in some ways, very secure. Not to mention how quick and easy it is to clean!
I LOVE the new house though! I'm excited to have SPACE! I love the fact that I will be able to use my surround sound system! I can play Dance games on my Wii without worrying if the dancing is to loud for the neighbors below! I'm sure I will fall in love with a new place to read, a back yard, new scenery, etc. (So excited about the conservatory!! I think that will be my new favorite place!) More than anything though, I hope the neighbors will be friendly and we will have the opportunity to make friends. I'm a little worried seeing that this neighborhood is filled with older couples with children...I hope they can make room for the little American girl with high spirits and big personality! I waved and said hello this morning to the neighbor across the stree and she said hi back...Soooo progress? :)
As of today, I've managed to clear the guest bedroom completely out (except the bed frame and dresser as they are too big for the car!), the bathroom, some of the living room and kitchen. I think Dave will be pleased about the progress when he sees it!
Overall, I'm excited and see this as a new step in life and like any other change, embrace the idea of change and possibilites that go with it! I'll always remember my first "home away from home", but I think this new home will offer more opportunities in bringing the family closer together (my husband and his daughters plus more opportunities to do things with the extended family!), it allowes room for growth if we ever decide to have a child of our own (my fault really, can't seem to make up my mind on that one!)....Not to mention it has it's very own sauna! LOL!
Will let you know how things pan out! Maybe even add a pic or two!
Live, Laugh, Love!
"Whenever I want you all I have to do is dream..." Funny the things dreams are made of. Interesting how the mind wanders, vents, releases, explores the inner depths of the mind and inner dwindling desires. For me, It seems to be 1 of 2 different outlets for me: first being Anger and pain, second being desire and longing. Both produce the same results: loneliness. Now don't go thinking that I'm all depressed and need an intervention (although maybe sometimes I do!), it's just that sometimes life knocks you hard in the butt and its difficult to keep up with the constant marathon race. Maybe my reaction isn't the best method of dealing, but I can't seem to help the constant exhaustion no matter how hard I try! I am just ready to hit that next chapter of my life you know? So, let me explain the anger dreams...I don't know why they are coming back, but it has to do with the skank that my ex cheated on me and left me for. I think a lot of the tension i...
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