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Christmas Time is Here...

Merry Christmas to everyone!! :)

Today is Christmas and though I didn't get to spend it with my hunny and his family like I had hoped, it is nice to be able to spend another year with my parents and sisters as well as my brother and his family who should be here soon! It's been a nice relaxing day with anticipation of some fantastic dinner to come! (Ham, Turkey and all the other famous holiday foods that are bound to make you gain 10lbs!)

I haven't heard any word yet from the British Embassy in regards to my visa, but now they are closed until the Wednesday (the 29th) so I don't think I will be in England for New Years either ((POUT!!)) Sooo....Yeah! The waiting continues! Still just trying hard to remain positive!

Other news, my wedding dress made it to England! LOL! So at least I don't have to worry about that! But hopefully after these holidays I can still fit into that dress!! Lol! I can't seem to get the numbers to budge, it's maddening really! At least I'm not gaining! I have a feeling that I will lose in England though because I'm back to my own cooking and daily activities, I will have access to a full gym, etc. So it's fine, today, I'm just going to try to enjoy the day (including the food!).

Not much to tell these days, so I think I will keep it short and sweet! I hope you all have a very merry Christmas and enjoy this day of celebration, love and family!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

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