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The Start of a New Journey...Again!

Left Boise on Monday with a mixture of anger and relief followed up by sadness! The anger and relief was due to work crap and then me leaving the work crap. The sadness was due to having to tell everyone goodbye...especially my best friends! :( I have to remind myself though that this isn't goodbye, this is a "see you later!"

So, day 2 has come and gone at my parents home in Washington and I'm now playing the waiting game on my visa application which I feel like is taking FOREVER! It doesn't help that our lawyer lost our paperwork for over a week, and apparently as of today, it still hasn't been submitted! I thought I would be able to relax after leaving work, but this whole ordeal has just been an addition to the whole thing. Eventually I will be able to relax and breath! If everything was going the way it was supposed to go, I would be leaving here on the 20th of November, but I don't know if that's the case anymore! The waiting is killing me though! It's torturous to consistently feel like half of you is missing! I'm just so lonely without him!

It's soo weird to look back at the last year and a half! I mean, just how much things have changed! I couldn't be more grateful for the changes and opportunities I have been given. I was so afraid after my divorce that life would cease or that I would be that coined "old spinster with 20 cats" or something. Life has turned out so much better than expected and so much more amazing than I deserve! I'm grateful to the Brit for being the fantastic encouraging and devoted man he is!

So what now? Blogging a little more to pass the time (hopefully it will be fascinating enough for you all to read!) and praying for time to move QUICKLY!! Here's to amazing adventures to come!

Live, Laugh, Love.
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Megan said…
Thanks for the update!! When you mentioned on fb that you were waiting on a Visa, I wasn't sure if it was a Visa for you or for him. But I get it now. Crazy to think you're moving to a different country!!! I will be praying for your visa!!
October 28, 2010 at 11:11 AM
Amber Williams said…
Aww thanks lady! Yeah! It's been an interesting process to say the least! We could use ALL the prayers we can get for sure! :)
October 28, 2010 at 9:37 PM
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