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Love and Happy Thanksgiving...

So, I've been talking to my Brit pretty much everyday since Cancun...He is absolutely AMAZING! He's sweet, kind, considerate, loves to travel...We think so much alike its scary! I'm pretty well hooked on this one without any doubt. He'll be around for a while! So far the plans are for him to come visit sometime next year...between March and May...I honestly can't wait! (If you can't tell...I'm completely enthralled with him!) He just makes me smile a lot! Right now we mainly talk via this internet video chat (Skype...good program! look it up!) so that makes the work of keeping connected easier because at least I can talk to him, hear his voice AND see him!! I don't know you guys, I haven't been divorced long, but he makes me feel so much emotion! For a while I felt so emotionally numb and he makes me feel alive and I think I could be in love with him!

Other sad news, spending Thanksgiving alone...I'm sure my waste line will thank me! Lol! I was going to ask to go over to a friends house...But (the good news) I think I'm going to stay home...my Brit promises to keep me company and I could use and would LOVE that! Soooo...We will see where it all takes me! I foresee good things to come!

Now you've heard the majority of my daily happenings...pretty boring to the normal person reading...but much more exciting to me... Happy Thanks Giving!
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