It's been a good week! Got moved out of the apartment, cleaned it out and got our deposit back.
Moved into the new house, unpacked all the boxes and put everything in its place...Wel ALMOST everything! The only thing left to do are minor little projects that will have to wait because they cost money! (i.e. we need a shelf for all our movies which are sitting on the side board, can't afford to get a bookshelf now (we want one from IKEA which matches the rest of our living room furniture) Therefore, it will have to wait till we build up the old bank account again!
It feels homey! I like that it's a mixture of old and modern. It creaks like an old house when you go up the stairs and walking around the upstairs area (Which will really make it difficult to for anyone to sneak around as it is so loud! LOL!)It makes other weird creaking and squeaking noises, but I just chalk it up to a house that is settling? It's too new to have any history!
I like that there is space to breath! Though space means it's a bit colder in the house (I was spoiled by the apartment, I NEVER had to run the heat which meant our bills were quite low!) I feel like we can have people over to visit and it won't bother neighbors, we are all squished like sardine's in a tiny place, PLUS I can actually sit at our dining room table! Overall, I feel good about this new home and new place in life.
All our neighbors are a bit older, so that will be interesting! We did have neighbors on one side come over and introduce themselves, which was nice! (Of course they are old enough to be my grandparents, but that's ok!)
I hope that things start looking a bit brighter though! We need to start making more positive memories here now. I think between moving and trying to adjust things over to the new address and whatever is entailed with moving, we are a bit tired and grumpy (mix that with the fact that we aren't used to being around each other so much since he's gone for 5 days of each week and you might have a bit more added on drama!) It will be fine!
I hoping that this is a perfect opportunity for a new start of sorts and whether it be here or through activities of some sort, I will be able to make friends. I'm tired of being alone. I really miss a lot about home (including having an actual summer vs. the rainy 55 degreed weather we have!) I miss my friends and having an active social life. I'm hoping that this will all change...Or in the least I need it to! So hopefully from this point forward, we can move forward to making better memories and creating new relationships in this new life chapter!
Live, Laugh, Love.
"Whenever I want you all I have to do is dream..." Funny the things dreams are made of. Interesting how the mind wanders, vents, releases, explores the inner depths of the mind and inner dwindling desires. For me, It seems to be 1 of 2 different outlets for me: first being Anger and pain, second being desire and longing. Both produce the same results: loneliness. Now don't go thinking that I'm all depressed and need an intervention (although maybe sometimes I do!), it's just that sometimes life knocks you hard in the butt and its difficult to keep up with the constant marathon race. Maybe my reaction isn't the best method of dealing, but I can't seem to help the constant exhaustion no matter how hard I try! I am just ready to hit that next chapter of my life you know? So, let me explain the anger dreams...I don't know why they are coming back, but it has to do with the skank that my ex cheated on me and left me for. I think a lot of the tension i...
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