So, I thought I was doing pretty awesome at this whole immigration thing but what is always failed to be told is the difficulty meeting and making friends.
I'm in a position right now where to be honest, I feel forgotten by the old friends and family and not making any success moving forward to making new despite my efforts to get out there. I'm starting to become one of those people who I used to get so annoyed with! You know, the kind that are super chatty and clingy and sometimes the always whining type. I'm usually a really positive, encouraging person but lately, I feel like a freak'n psycho!
I'm lonely, and have also moved to the moody stage of being whiney and cranky and to be honest, I've lost all motivation. I wish it was as easy as just "getting a hobby" but seriously people, you gotta have money to do that! So no, until debts are paid off, I'm not adding to that list of due payments. It's just different here than in the U.S. or maybe I just got lucky with meeting the right people? I don't know. But tonight I'm feeling like an emotional wreck. I was supposed to go to Zumba at my gym tonight, but I decided that between my frustration with weight gain despite my every efforts to lose and the lack of any friends and not feeling well to boot, I just need to take care of myself today and start fresh tomorrow. I also had some blood work done the other week and hoping maybe that will shed some light as to why I'm always feel tired and lethargic and sick to my stomach and such. Perhaps I'm not crazy and there's a physical reason for all the hassle! LOL!
If no logical reason comes to light, please feel free to come visit me at the funny farm! I promise not to bite, pull hair or otherwise weird you out! LOL!
I'm in a position right now where to be honest, I feel forgotten by the old friends and family and not making any success moving forward to making new despite my efforts to get out there. I'm starting to become one of those people who I used to get so annoyed with! You know, the kind that are super chatty and clingy and sometimes the always whining type. I'm usually a really positive, encouraging person but lately, I feel like a freak'n psycho!
I'm lonely, and have also moved to the moody stage of being whiney and cranky and to be honest, I've lost all motivation. I wish it was as easy as just "getting a hobby" but seriously people, you gotta have money to do that! So no, until debts are paid off, I'm not adding to that list of due payments. It's just different here than in the U.S. or maybe I just got lucky with meeting the right people? I don't know. But tonight I'm feeling like an emotional wreck. I was supposed to go to Zumba at my gym tonight, but I decided that between my frustration with weight gain despite my every efforts to lose and the lack of any friends and not feeling well to boot, I just need to take care of myself today and start fresh tomorrow. I also had some blood work done the other week and hoping maybe that will shed some light as to why I'm always feel tired and lethargic and sick to my stomach and such. Perhaps I'm not crazy and there's a physical reason for all the hassle! LOL!
If no logical reason comes to light, please feel free to come visit me at the funny farm! I promise not to bite, pull hair or otherwise weird you out! LOL!
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