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Feeling Anxious...

Ever feel like there is a storm brewing figuratively speaking? Like the potential for some serious drama is coming at you like a slow moving storm gathering momentum with every inch closer it moves. This is what I'm feeling right now and I don't know why, I just know it makes me feel anxious!

Maybe it's due to the drama and tragedy that has been going on around me. I think for the most part I've done well with rolling with the punches that have come my way, and as I suspect, just like every other time, the punches will come again and I will withstand. One difference with my situation though: I don't have to do it alone!

I'm so blessed to have my husband in my life! It still amazes me everyday the things he's willing to go through with me. His unconditional love and support is beyond amazing. I may not ever be certain about the future, but one thing I can be sure of, it's a road I won't have to walk alone.

So why the anxious feelings? Maybe a sign of something to come? Mayb just my own paranoid insecurities? Not really sure. But, come what may, I'm strong enough to deal with it!

Live, Laugh, Love

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