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Feeling anxious...

So, it's like 3 weeks before my trip to England and Greece with David...5 weeks till I have to be completely moved out of my apartment...Where do I stand and how do I feel? Completely anxious! What if I can't sell everything I need to sale? What if I can't raise the money that needs to be raised to go? What about my dog? UGH!!! I can't help it! I'm completely anxious! I can't sleep due to all the worries consistantly running through my head, but at the same time, I'm anxious and overwhelmed and don't want to do anything but walk away from it! I just can't believe how incredibly hard this all is! My mom is coming into town to help me pack up. I need to call my friend and make sure that I'm still cool to crash with her...I just have soo much to do and I feel like it will never all get done! Don't mind me if I'm a little emotional. I don't mean to be, I just have a lot of thoughts, stress and general emotions coursing through mt veins a ...

A Vagabond Song - By Carman Bliss

There is something in the autumn that is native to my blood- Touch of manner, hint of mood; And my heart is like a rhyme, With the yellow and the purple and the crimson keeping time. The scarlet of the maples can shake me like a cry Of bugles going by. And my lonely spirit thrills To see the frosty asters like a smoke upon the hills There is something in October sets the Gypsy blood astir; We must rise and follow her, When from every hill of flame She calls and calls each vagabond by name

Lame Pick-Up lines and the Burns You Can Spout Back...

Man: Haven't I seen you someplace before? Woman: Yes, that's why I don't go there anymore. Man: Is this seat empty? Woman: Yes, and this one will be if you sit down. Man: Your place or mine? Woman: Both. You go to yours, and I'll go to mine. Man: So, what do you do for a living? Woman: I'm a female impersonator. Man: Hey baby, what's your sign? Woman: Do not enter. Man: How do you like your eggs in the morning? Woman: Unfertilized Man: Your body is like a temple. Woman: Sorry, there are no services today. Man: I would go to the end of the world for you. Woman: But would you stay there? Man: If I could see you naked, I'd die happy. Woman: If I saw you naked, I'd probably die laughing.

God Gave Me You...

The gentle touch The warmest face The way I feel in your embrace Fingers so passionately entwined The way my heart beats out of time. The perfect fit like puzzle pieces Two become one under God's great heaven's. Whether it be designed will or luck that brought us together. I know that my serendipity is an act of God...because no one could know my heart better.

To My Favorite Inventor...

(This is meant to be funny, so just enjoy and laugh without any judgment!) I would officially like to dedicate this entry to a certain brilliant manufacturer. A people so fantastically amazing to know the needs of the very basic human being. The dream givers by which dreams may come...that's right folks, give it up to the people we ALL have come to love at some point in our lives!! THANK YOU VIBRATOR MAKERS!!!! That's right! Without you, there would be many man-less times where the clumsy girl may attempt and fail where you seamlessly prevail with ease! You make it easy, effortless and fun in a single way! Without you, I would have many frustrated times. Without you, I would lose all hope With out you, the multiple orgasm may come rare. So, on the behalf of every woman in the world who ventures out into this solo erotic world, we will hold you near and dear to our hearts and vagina's! THANK YOU!!!

Hypocrisy in Society...(Warning, strong content and opinion)

I don't talk about my past eating disorder (and still currently an hard one to keep at bay) a lot because I don't find it to be a really pleasant conversation. Yes, I am healthy now, and look fine now, but it is NEVER a problem that just "goes away" it's always in my head and I have to consciously deal with it on a daily bases and I'm not sure people understand that. It's hard to find peace and love yourself...Anyways, I found this post in my personal diary that I wrote in 2007 and thought it to be good enough to share. But I have to warn there is strong verbal expression (as I am pretty passionate about this subject), I do realize there has been a push to better the social views of eating disorders, but we still have a long way to go. Without further ado: "As I write this I am watching a commercial for Bally Total Fitness. Men and women pinching their bodies (which, though not overly thin, are normal and natural) and complaining about how unattrac...

Re-Invention

Life is soo random...there's the invention of life and then the constant re-invention of life...or at least that seems to be the motto of my life! A little consistency in schedule and life would be nice! Someday life will be what I expect (grounded and whole). But till then, maybe sometime soon I'll get a hold of this monkey on my back and rid it indefinitely! How often do you look back on life and realize just how amazing your journey has been? I can't believe how many heartbreaks, tears and pain I lived through but in comparison of all the laughter, friendship and love, it's ALL been more than worth the it! Every year I make 1 New Years resolution to myself (mostly because I can never hold to my new years res'!): "No Regrets". To this day, I feel as though I have live up to that very well. I look at every minute of life (good or bad) as a stepping stone to making me a better person. Instead of seeing my mistakes as a negative, I chose to learn and grow f...

To All You Beautiful Woman Out There...

I saw this on Yahoo today and thought I would share as I saw it as motivating! Lately, I have felt this particular pressure (because of summer and swim suit season) to work towards "the perfect body"...Which I know technically doesnt exist. But still, even though I'm considered "thin" I still hate the way I look in a swimming suite and pictures, etc. So, this is a different mind approach for all you...It's refreshing to see a person embrace themselves! So without further ado... "Mad Men" star Christina Hendricks says she's always been proud of her curvier figure. "Back when I was modeling, the first time I went to Italy I was having cappuccinos every day, and I gained 15 pounds. And I felt gorgeous!" Hendricks, 35, tells the July/August issue of Health. "I would take my clothes off in front of the mirror and be like, Oh, I look like a woman. And I felt beautiful, and I never tried to lose it, 'cause I loved it!" I hope t...