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His trip here was perfect...He was perfect....Everything...Perfect!!

He ended us being here for 4 1/2 weeks due to the volcano eruption that happened in Iceland (remind me later to buy Iceland a drink and offer my gratitude!). We wined, we dined, we danced, we explored, it was 4 1/2 weeks of new experiences, laughs, and soo many more emotions! I truly enjoyed every minute of him him and now sit in my home sad and lonely because he is gone. (Well, that and because of a nasty sinus infection and cold I seem to have abstracted from someone).

I think that this visit was exactly what the both of us needed. We were able to talk about so many different thoughts, ideas, beliefs and goals. Ultimately, I think what it comes down to is that I'm ready for the next chapter of my life and I think he is too. The big decision that was made is that I will be moving to England! That's right! Little me setting out into the big world! It's sorta known at this point. I mean, I've told people but the trick is figuring out when and how...although, I think the "how" is the bigger question...either I'm just not being motivated enough or I'm waiting for a "God sign" to point the way, but either way, moving forward to going to England has been a little tricky. Not sure what to do next honestly. I'm having my friend look into a potential job opportunity for me there, hopefully it will come through! (With Staples believe it or not!) I just need some sort of direction to move in! I don't know how to plan for this to be honest! I just hope that things pan out! (if you have any suggestions, feel free to chime in!)

I'm excited about this new chapter in my life! Things will be fantastic! Think about all the traveling I can do, brand new place..completely new experiences to be had...and the chance to be with someone who loves me for me! Someone who thinks I'm wonderful just the way I am. It's a wonderful feeling! It's amazing to meet someone who loves you for YOU. So, keep your fingers crossed...I want this to work...I NEED this to work!

So, next on the agenda: figure out how to get everthing in order for England than MOVE!

Wish me luck!
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Megan said…
So at the same time that your love was stuck with you in Idaho because of the volcano, my love was stuck in Afghanistan trying to get home!! Haha. So while you are buying Iceland a drink, I am cursing them profusely. :)

And yes, I am totally sitting here on my lunch break catching up on all the happenings in your life.
October 28, 2010 at 11:41 AM
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