Amber Williams

"Whenever I want you all I have to do is dream..." Funny the things dreams are made of. Interesting how the mind wanders, vents, releases, explores the inner depths of the mind and inner dwindling desires. For me, It seems to be 1 of 2 different outlets for me: first being Anger and pain, second being desire and longing. Both produce the same results: loneliness. Now don't go thinking that I'm all depressed and need an intervention (although maybe sometimes I do!), it's just that sometimes life knocks you hard in the butt and its difficult to keep up with the constant marathon race. Maybe my reaction isn't the best method of dealing, but I can't seem to help the constant exhaustion no matter how hard I try! I am just ready to hit that next chapter of my life you know? So, let me explain the anger dreams...I don't know why they are coming back, but it has to do with the skank that my ex cheated on me and left me for. I think a lot of the tension i

November 1st in the year of our lord 2010 I will officially be moving to England! (Under the pretenses that my Brit and I don't have some sort of falling out!) I have already taken the poochie to start her 6 month vaccination and she will have a few more follow up appointments to have a couple other shots. Just one more things to make us more "official" I guess! Ohhh! I'm so excited! I can't wait to move on to this new adventure in my life! It's going to be fun, exciting, confusing, memorable, and best yet, I get to spend time with him . Wonderful, amazing, fantastic him ! Never in my life would I have imagined getting married then getting divorced only to find the most amazing man in the entire world and have the chance to move and have the opportunity to experience not only England, but all of Europe! The ex told me I wouldn't amount to anything and here I am getting to do what I always wanted to do, travel the world! Poor twit...while I'm touring t